finally smiling

Well, its been a little while since ive written on here cause im so busy with things looking up for once...haha! Well, a certain part of my life has just made me more happy than i can imagine. I am scared of things that may come, but maybe this is it, i hope this is it, i hope he knows that...im now looking forward to the rest of my year. i sent in my college appication today and now all i have to worry about is if i sent it in wrong....i hope not...i keep getting more and more excited about how i hope things will be next year. i feel bad about some people though, how i may have treated them lately...im sorry...anyways...finally smiling